tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5716464676430798966.post9101584471397005830..comments2023-10-03T06:01:22.776-04:00Comments on The aftermath of rainbows and unicorns: Fully tornSamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11342453970164354596noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5716464676430798966.post-24998101069312138692013-08-02T00:11:56.612-04:002013-08-02T00:11:56.612-04:00Yes, I agree with the first poster. You're rel...Yes, I agree with the first poster. You're relaxed, you feel safe, you're through school and responsibility for your sisters is easing up a bit. Now your body and mind are telling you it's okay to mourn; you didn't have the time and energy to do it before, you were so busing taking care of people and surviving. I'm sorry that you're feeling so sad, but expressing it like this has to be good for you.<br />Elainenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5716464676430798966.post-45070382573729059352013-07-31T16:19:29.711-04:002013-07-31T16:19:29.711-04:00I'm sure she would love it. I bet she'd be...I'm sure she would love it. I bet she'd be so absolutely over the moon that you get to experience this though. <br /><br />So glad you're sucking up everything you can out of the trip even if it's bittersweet.Ninanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5716464676430798966.post-86202028602753746132013-07-30T10:47:45.806-04:002013-07-30T10:47:45.806-04:00You're right, it's fucking sucks that she ...You're right, it's fucking sucks that she can't be there. She'd be so damn excited that you were there, though. She'd be so thrilled that you were getting to do it all. Kizzhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01957878512519527975noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5716464676430798966.post-67931915917930912822013-07-30T08:00:18.342-04:002013-07-30T08:00:18.342-04:00I think you're still grieving so much for your...I think you're still grieving so much for your mom, Sam, and I'm glad that you're someplace away from the day to day BS where you can relax and have the opportunity to let the grief happen naturally. Maybe you've just been too busy surviving for the past 12 years to reach this point before in the grief process.<br /><br />It's been nine years and I still miss my mom every single day. But it's no longer a huge crushing pain, more like brief, fleeting sadness whenever I sometimes think about all of our missed opportunities.<br /><br />KathyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com