Late Night

Mommy,

It's very late and I don't really feel like writing much. But. I went out with Stefan the other night. It was ... I don't know. Maybe that's why I haven't felt like writing - I don't know how to explain it correctly.

We just went out for pizza and then to Starbucks. But. It wasn't really comfortable. Exciting, kind of. But not comfortable. I felt like I had to stay on top of my game the whole time. Like be trying my hardest all night. By the time I got home I was totally drained. Stefan knew the guys in the pizza place, and some people he knew came into Starbucks while we were there. Remind me if it ever comes up that I wouldn't like dating a real celebrity. I think I need more attention - to feel more special.

So that was my date with Stefan. He called me this morning and asked me out for Monday night. I am not sure why he likes me. Some of the time we were out the other night, I felt like he was looking through me and not at me directly.

It is freezing here. I am going to bed.
Love,
Sam