Josh and Heather and a bunch of us went to two parties last night and then I slept over. Heather broke up with her boyfriend for getting a blowjob from another girl so she's been hanging out with us a lot lately.
I'm waiting for her to wind up on Overheard in New York, because when she was telling us about it on the train to the party she said, "It's not that I wouldn't blow him, because I would. I just wanted to take my chem test first."
It's good that Heather broke up with him though, because last year he was going out with this girl Liza and I heard he gave her so much shit about her body that she got an eating disorder. And Liza wasn't even overweight at all.
Anyway, this morning Josh's parents handed me this envelope and said they were going to wait until Christmas but thought with my new job I might like my Christmas present sooner. They gave me a Visa gift card for $150! Holy shit, I'm totally going shopping!
Heather said we should go to thrift stores in the Village, so we're going tomorrow. I am so freaking excited.
Oh, and it turns out Danielle was right - Alex doesn't need personalized stationery - I found some that just has an A on it, and I'm getting her that instead, and she wants a scarf. She's never had one before and I think she won't lose it now, so maybe tomorrow I'll keep an eye out for a good scarf and that can be from me and Dani together.
And, this is retarded, but last night when I slept at Josh's, I had a nightmare that I was falling off the bed and just kept falling and falling and I kept waiting to crash to the ground and die. It felt so real and I woke up really tense. Danielle said it's because our mattresses are on the floor at home and he has a regular bed.
2 comments:
Ahhh I read you're really sick. I feel your pain. This has been the worst one I have had in ages. Are you feeling better?? Take care of yourself, please. Funny, I also dream of a society where housecalls are the norm. It would cut way down on the ER mess, plus all of the germs caught in them. I think I'll move to France one day...docs come right to your house, and if you get a prescription, pharmacy brings it too. We do so many things wrong in the US...all of that money and lives lost in that black hole overseas..and our seniors/disabled/kids/working people are freezing in their homes all winter...those who have homes. What a mess. You always give me a boost though - you are incredibly strong, not just for your age, but PERIOD. Have fun with the money! :) Hins.
wow, that visa gift card thing is awesome. have fun shopping! knowing you just a little i'm sure you'll spend that money wisely.
dreams about falling are usually about scares in "real life" with me. i have them when i feel out of control, overwhelmed. but maybe it really just was the unfamiliar bed for you.
it's nice that you get a chance to sleep over now and then. also that you don't seem to have blow job issues like heather and her (ex-)boyfriend. goodness, you have to grow up so much sooner than we did. i'm not even sure if i knew what a blow job was when i was 16. oh yes, i knew, but i didn't really start to think about it until much, much later.
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