I think I'm cutting school tomorrow. Just too tired and don't have it in me. My throat started hurting REALLY badly in school and it was so hard to stay in class. I wanted to cry. There was nothing after school today and Josh and I were going to hang out but I didn't feel good enough. We went back to his house and I got in bed. Josh was doing homework for a while and then asked if I'd be mad if he went out.
I don't even remember saying no - just his mom waking me up at like 7pm or so asking if I wanted some soup for dinner. I tried to say no thank you but I'm not sure it came out. When I felt something cold on my face it woke me up - Josh came back at 11 and was touching me with his cold hands from outside. It felt really good and I pushed my head against Josh's hand. He said I have fever and brought me soup.
Why does it feel so fancy to eat food in bed? Josh's dad came in and sat with us and he said that sometimes when you need a break and don't take one your body does it's version of screaming at you to make you notice and listen.
That's why I am thinking of taking tomorrow off. Josh said his parents won't care if I stay here all day, and his mom will probably even offer to make me breakfast. I'm glad there are no tests tomorrow. I want to sleep forever.
3 comments:
God, I hope you get to feeling better soon. Hope those antibiotics are killing at least SOME of the germs.
Ahh - I am so glad someone took care of YOU. I hope you're feeling better and that you get meals served to you in bed ever so often. It's rather nice, isn't it? :) I am happy you have people there for you Sam!
It's not called cutting, it's called a sick day. You need one!
I hope you feel better soon!
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