Food - Shrinking Over Dinner

I had shrinking tonight and Craig offered to take the three of us to dinner since Danielle was already at his house and everything.

We sat at a different table and talked. Craig said he is worried about me - that when people respect and care about themselves they take better care and don't do reckless things. Well fuck it. I'm tired of caring about everybody else. Nobody ever cares about me. Nobody ever pays attention to me, or worries about me. So I don't care. I run around and work so hard to make sure everybody has everything they need and nobody appreciates it. Every day I have to listen to people go on and on about their fancy trips and vacations. And when they finally notice me listening and say, "Oh, have you been?" and I shake my head they just say, "Well you should go! You're young!"

How exactly do they expect me to go on any kind of vacation? That's the most ridiculous thing ever. Nobody understands. And the worst part of that is nobody even cares that they don't understand. I hate everybody.

Oh yeah, and I ate potato onion soup and a salad.