What if I get more and more tired until I am sleeping all the time and then one day I just never wake up?
What if I take all our clothing money and just get new clothes for me and fuck Alex and Danielle and I get really nice stuff that we always look at and touch but never buy?
What if I can't get an apartment for college and can't take them out of here with me?
What if they hate me forever for it?
What if when Josh gets back it's all different?
What if I'm developing rickets?
What if I break a leg or something and can't work?
What if fire family dinners stop for Danielle and Alex when I go to college?
What if I can't get in to a college?
What if I only get into a shitty one?
What if college is too hard and I fail out?
What if everything we worry about going wrong all of a sudden does go wrong all at the same time?
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What if you got nominated for a blog award? (you did, by me)
What if you don't want to follow the rules that go with the blog award? (you totally don't have to)
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You carry a very heavy load on young (though sturdy) shoulders. You're doing an amazing job and I'm sure you'll do well at whatever you attempt in life.
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