Told Josh today about making out with the other boy. He was totally hurt and I feel so bad. That I lied when he asked if we did anything else because I couldn't bring myself to hurt him more.
Why am I so stupid? Even though we agreed we could hook up with other people I totally knew Josh wasn't, and I shouldn't have either. What is wrong with me?
Excuse me please while I go bang my head against the wall.
2 comments:
Hi Sam - ya know, Josh needs to focus on the fact that you told him the truth (mostly); and he needs to see/hear how bad you feel and your frustrations of why you did it; your young....being tied down at 17 is probably not the best thing....talk with Josh...where is this all going (that kind of talk again)...where do you see your future after high school? What are Josh's plans after high school?
Don't be too hard on yourself...many young people find themselves in that situation all the time....
Go easy on yourself, you took the high road and were honest with him, he didn't hear it as rumor from someone else. Yes, he's hurt, yes you feel bad. Forgive yourself and keep moving forward.
Who knows what lies ahead for the two of you, but you showed respect for him by being honest and remorseful.
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