Friday, January 9, 2009

Back to Basics

Dear Mama,

I miss you a lot this week. I got my period yesterday and am feeling anemic. Have not gone to shrinking in two weeks - first because of the holidays and then because of everyone here being sick there hasn't been time. So I am feeling a little bit sick in the head lately.

Josh's parents are going out of town this weekend and I asked if I can bring Alex and Dani over for the weekend. Maybe they will get better if they're not in a smokey house. So even though I made out with another boy and we have been kind of awkward since, Josh was so nice and not only said yes but that he will send a taxi over for them. Josh deserves a better girlfriend than me. Sometimes I cannot understand why he likes me instead of somebody else.

Last night after I got home from work I made chicken soup and left it cooking on the stove through the night like you used to do. It came out okay but not as good as yours always did.

Please come visit me in a dream when I go to sleep. I am missing you so much that it is making my chest hurt. I need your hugs and for you to play with my hair. Okay thank you. Give Nana and Topher hugs for me.

Love,
Sam

3 comments:

Zoo Girl said...

Lots of fluid and hot showers should help, the steam always seems to clear things up. I hope they get better soon. And.. enjoy Josh, he loves you for a reason. And your every bit deserving of him. we all make mistakes, it doesn't mean we are bad people.

miSz tUna said...

I agree with Zoo Girl.. he loves you for a reason.. questioning his reason will only serve to hurt him and yourself.. I did that, with my guy once, and it was not a pleasant experience for both of us.. Hope your sisters will get better soon.. Warm greetings from Malaysia.

Lil'Sis said...

Sending you some good hard hugs...hope you ALL get to catch up on rest this weekend, you deserve him being a good boyfriend, I agree, don't guess it, just take it.