Spinning

Saw Craig today. Talked to him. He wanted to talk about Alex and I finally yelled at him that there were more important things than her face going on. So he is going to talk to Aunt elaine. I hate knowing he's going to. I am terrified he'll do it and then i'll come home from work and all my stuff will be outside the door because she got mad at me.

I feel like totally frantic about this. I don't have time to deal with being homeless and figuring out where to stash my sisters. The other girl who hostesses at the diner told me that now that the weather's getting good she is going to call in sick to go hang out more, so I can have some of her hours. That's great except I have school and my other job and stuff so I can't take her hours. At work tonight I noticed my nail polish is all chipped and when I was giving a guy his change he told me "not for nothing but your nails look like shit".

There is a massive three-chapter test tomorrow. I just started studying an hour and a half ago. I have a cough. with my luck, it is swine flu.