I am sad. Nothing bad happened. Nothing happened that reminded me of anything bad. Nobody was mean to me. I'm just ... in a mood. That makes me want to cry and even ice cream wouldn't cheer me up. It would just make me cry harder because the container was too cold for my precious little hands. I sat down to dinner and looked at my plate, felt tears rush into my eyes, and got up and went into the bedroom. Laid down on the bed, looked out the window at the sky while tears rolled down my face.
Dani came in a minute later and held my hand. She asked if I was okay or wanted her to bring me dinner in bed, but I shook my head no. We stayed there like that for a while before Danielle kissed my forehead and rolled off the bed, closing the door as she left. I went back to watching the sky and woke up four hours later.
4 comments:
I think it happens to me too sometimes. So perhaps it is normal??
Sam, you really do carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. Sometimes, and maybe when you least expect it, you can become overwhelmed. A good cry is good for you. I hope you feel better today. If you find these feelings happening more often though, please seek some guidance in the area of depression. (I have suffered with chronic depression and it really is best not to leave it untreated). All the best to you. xoxoxo
Sounds like Dani handled that just right.
I'm sorry you're feeling sad.
What Hazwani said -- it happens to me too sometimes, and I think it is normal. And what Tami said -- a good cry every now and then is good for you. And finally...so many things have gone against you in life, but you're also really lucky that the people who love and care about you the most live with you and are there to hold your hand when you feel like that.
I hope it passed quickly!
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