Dani slept over her friend's house Friday night and this morning Dani asked me in the kitchen if I had sex with Josh last night and I shook my head no. Aunt Elaine overheard and totally reamed me out for being slutty. She wouldn't listen when I said I didn't do anything wrong. Just went on and on about how I better not get pregnant and I'm so disgusting. She went on and on for like ten minutes and made Alex cry. I kept trying to answer her questions but she screamed over me and wouldn't listen. Danielle was stuck standing in between us and finally I shoved her so she'd leave the kitchen. Aunt Elaine kept saying I was running around with all these boys (what boys?! one boy!) and was going to catch something. What a fucking bitch. She totally made me crash from my high.
I left because I was so angry but once I got outside I realized how retarded that was. No phone, no sunscreen, no Metrocard, no money, nothing. Had to ask some guy to borrow his cellphone. He asked what he'd get in return. "A truly heartfelt thank you." And a kick in the balls if you suggest anything else. Why is everyone an asshole today? He lent it to me, I called my own phone, Alex answered and I told her to bring my stuff and meet me down the block.
She and Dani came out with their backpacks and mine and I took us into the city to go to the library. Which is closed because it's Sunday. Which I know, but forgot because I'm so angry. So now we're at Borders instead. I am in such a fucking rage. I don't ever want to go home.
We have to go to Sunday dinner tonight and we're all sweaty and gross. Fucking great.
4 comments:
Elaine sure knows how to push your buttons. What a damn shame. You sure don't need that. If only she understood.
Aunt Elaine is a bitch, and you know it. I hope you've spoken to your sisters about putting you out there like that.
That's a conversation best had OUTSIDE the house. Aunt Elaine has already decided on who she thinks you are. She's wrong, but there is little chance of changing her mind.
I'm really sorry your aunt treated you like that, especially in front of your little sisters. She sounds like a totally self centered person who thinks that there is only her way of thinking and anything else can't possibly be right. I hope she cools off and leaves you alone. You know what you are and what you aren't, and calling a 15 year old girl a slut in front of her two sisters speaks more about her lack of class than any kind imagined mistakes you could have made.
goodness ... your aunt elaine really sounds like a pain. it sounds like there’s nothing you can do to make her happy. don’t let her get at you too much. at least you and your sisters stick together.
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