School will finally end this week and it can't come fast enough. I have had non-stop headaches from all my studying, and my eye is twitching like a motherfucker. Four times I have gotten shit at work for studying at the register. Twice I have been kicked out when they decide it's too late for me to sit in a booth trying to memorize a year's worth of shit I will probably never need to know once I finish school.
Hanging out with friends hasn't happened since ... shit, like last month. Alex has asked if we can do something fun and I haven't gone anywhere with her. I am getting fat from doing nothing but sitting, studying and eating. I have little piles all over my room (on top of our regular piles) of study materials for different Regents and finals. My friend said she is throwing out all her notes and stuff for each final as soon as she gets home from taking it, but I am scared to do that. What if I fail and have to re-take the class and need all that for next time?
All of the rich kids have tutors and are all, "You are so brave to go through finals season without a tutor; I would die if I didn't have help!" but really dying is not an option.
Must go cram my brain full of more shit to be spewed out tomorrow.
5 comments:
Good luck, Sam! I'll be thinking of you. You've worked hard and you're going to do well, don't doubt it!
The thought of having a tutor is making my head want to explode.
I'm sure you'll do just fine.
The end is in sight! Only a couple more days!
It'll be worth it. You'd be surprised how much of it you'll use somewhere down the road, and how much more of it you'll recall knowing at some point and wish you still knew, I've forgotten way too much of what I learned in high school :(
So - how did you do?
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