I don't like to have to deal with 9/11 things unless I'm prepared to. Unless I know it's coming. We had a bunch of people over. There was good food. We were watching Bravo TV. Some show filmed in New York. Here. Everything was great. Everyone was having fun. It was exactly what I always wanted with having friends hanging out.
Then there was a shot of a few buildings in Manhattan. I could tell the cameraman was standing right in front of Ground Zero. It was like someone had just punched me in the chest.
It bums me out that I can never get away from it. There's nowhere I can go to be safe from it. I hate that.
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The sneak attacks must be the worst. No buffer or preparation. And to have that in the middle of a party? Ugh. At least for me the 'flash backs' are related to hospitals and places I have to choose to visit. I'm sorry that your loss was so public that it's infused into society at large. That would be awful.
I liked what you said in your previous post about not needing a man to complete you. I think that is the core of a healthy relationship. Two adults who choose each other but who don't need each other.
Ah. I didnt move here yet when 9/11
happened, but things that remind you of something really bad that happened in the past, is absolutely the worst.
I'm not an adult or anything, but I know how that feels. I'm a very good listener. Also, I really like your blog, and I cannot imagine living with my mother, and when I first read one of your posts, I started crying, because how you write is very inspirational, like in the heart you know? Uh-Oh I'm getting deep. lol. ^_^
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