I want to talk to my mother about Josh. We were talking about when we're grownups and getting married and I feel like there's no way of getting married without her. To tell me he's a good person to marry and also to like, help me deal with a wedding that would be surrounded by rich people who have different priorities.
How would I even have a wedding with someone like Josh? My idea of nice and their idea of nice are worlds apart. Can jewish people elope? It's when we talk about things like this that I want to break up because it seems impossible to work out. Then I always want my mommy to pet my hair and tell me how it will work.
Actually, I always want her to pet my hair.